so have u ever tried understanding how i felt?
do u know?
are those really words from the bottom of ur heart?
im really beginning to doubt everything.
some said, dont trust.
but,
ive always regarded u as......
sigh,
am i wrong this time?


if i hadnt had asked...
i wouldnt have known...
if i hadnt come online...
i wouldnt have seen...


i shouldnt have probed into it and ask,
now im feeling much worst,
and none of u really bother i guess.
if ure feeling guilty now,
i have nothing to say.

i seriously thought those things we've said when we went out tgt will last,
friendship forever???
sigh.

this is another cycle,
im lost.
i dont wanna lose u all..


am i just being used?
or am i just ,
rubbish.


okay,
whatever.
ure still my friend.
i miss those days.